Hi there... what's up yo? Haha. Lately I've been blogging/upsaiding elsewhere. I really didn't like this blog. But I'm learning to love it because I've fixed it just a bit. Hehe. Y'all think its pretty? Hehe... show me love, k?
| s2pidgirl | at 14:38
You're really gonna miss my blogs now... cause look -- SuMMeR KiDS.
You are sexy and strong willed, and able to take on just about anyone. You long for a serious relationship, but whenever you begin to get close to someone things always seem to take turns for the worse. But you have dealt with this lack of closeness with an almost constant flirtacious behavior.
Gonna put: "To all the sexy guys out there: ni yo shao gi gi."
Heheheheheh... a lil' somethin' somethin' for yah. Hahaha. Funny stuff... that's if you know what it means!
| s2pidgirl | at 15:41
>I feel crappy...
I feel like sh!t guys. Maybe it's because it's that freakin' time of the month. Augh, sorry, too much info, eh? Well, I'm getting these really really bad cramps guys. And I'm supposed to take that freakin' AP exam today. [Thanks for wishing me luck, Frisko. Good luck to yah Scoot².] I will try to shoot for a "5"... but I doubt I'll even get a 3, =P. Think positive think positive, Kat. Uhms, today is gonna be hell, I'm not even supposed to be online. I'm supposed to be finishing my Literature Circle packet and studying for my AP exam. Aww, hell. I don't know.
>This weekend...
Is gonna be hella boring, too.
What I have planned:
Saturday | 0900 JFK Library
1600 Mall?
Sunday | 1100 Mass/Em
[Have fun in Tahoe Frisko!! I know you're gonna have a fun weekend! Tell my sister, hi. Gah, wish I was comin' with yah, but I gotta study for another AP exam, BIO. Yuck.]
| s2pidgirl | at 06:17
Thursday, May 08, 2003
[ x ] Prom Dress
[ x ] Prom Shoes
[ x ] Prom Bag [ x ] Prom MakeUp [ x ] Prom Up-Do Hair-Do
[ x ] Prom Date
I'm all SET!!
Thanks for everything DEARIE... You're very sweet. Don't lose that! YAAKA
>Man, no me entiendes!!
Today was pretty shitty | crappy | stupid... You take your pick, I'm too busy thinkin to choose one. -_- Why won't the damn world leave me alone!! Why do I always have to have some person trying to piss me off? What the hell is this? Piss Katrina Off Bethel High?!?!??! Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk... Take those damn sticks out your asses people! I'm seriously sick and tired of this.
*B1TCH BL0G* -- didn't get to read it? Click here This particular blog is *CENSORED*... It's only for the privileged!
| s2pidgirl | at 12:23
Monday, May 05, 2003
>As of today
Today I really need to get my shit straight. My grades are so fuck-up right now. And I can't find my damn presentation for Ms. Dunkin's class and I'm first tomorrow. Dammit! Well, right now I'm kinda just mellowing out enjoying the first day of NO SWIM PRACTICE -- although, I do miss those fun days. I gotta get that Biology and History grade up. Dammit!! The agony and stress of fuckin' school. [Excuse my language.] So, uhm, I think since I have the extra time afterschool, I need to really get my shit straight and straighten up because I would hate to fuck this year up.
>On the other side
I have been single for a little over a year now. Isn't that amazing?? Hahaha, it feels kinda lonely on the other side. I don't know... I think I'll stay here for a while. I don't think I'm anywhere close to or in the process of getting a boyfriend. Not sure, but what happens, happens. Yup. Although I can handle it solo, sometimes... you just need that special somebody. That someone to hold you when the world is crumbling down on you and make everything be okay again. Sometimes...
| s2pidgirl | at 16:00
Saturday, May 03, 2003
>Looking back on YESTERDAY MELs... was so sucky. It was cold, windy, rainy, shiver-y... and all those other words Scooter has chosen to describe it. Gah, I hated MELs... I think MELs are just to measure how bad you are compared to all the "good" swimmers. Augh. Anyways, I was mostly competing in the first HEATS -- yehno, the slowest heats. And yet, I still didn't manage to at least be 1st place. Hah! Well, I managed to be 32nd place... OUT OF 33 PEOPLE!! Augh. My 2 events were spaced SO FAR APART!! It was the very FIRST (200 Free) and the very LAST event (100 Breast). Gah. Oh well. At least in between I got to talk to people I haven't talked to in a while -- Donny, Brendan, Rory, Shannon, Natalie, etc. Anyways... Frisko I certainly hope you're doing fine, dear. I don't expect you to tell me everything that's on your mind... but I do care about you, and I hope you'll at least open up to someone. If not me, then at least someone you can trust. Okay? Keep your head up! And, I'm here if you wanna talk about it, okay? I'm always here for you.
>Today I was able to sleep in until about 9:30. Then I drove the family to this little restaurant on Broadway called "Uncle Sam's". I ate some -- MMMMM -- TOCINO and TAPA. Very gewd. Hah! Then I called my twin to 1- Ask him about the boutteniere, corsage, and garter and 2-Wish him luck on SATs. Yups... but all I got was his answering machine. I'm gonna call him later though to ask him how his SATs went. Yup. I'm at the JFK library right now, supposedly studying, but I can't. URgh, and I got a whole sh*tload full of emails from these people from UCCP asking who I was and why I was getting emailed? WTF?!? Oh well, I put 'em on block list. Hahahaha. How nice eh? But right now I have to check out a book for my BR 6. Okay then... I guess I'll write more later... I love you good-bye.
>I'm so fickle.
I can't decide what to title my blog. Frisko and Scooter have their very catchy titles... "Life's up and downs" and "What do you live for?" Very very creative writers... So anyways, I don't know what to call my blog. I've titled it, "| MoViNG oN |", "LiFe GoeS oN", and I forgot my very first title, unfortunately -- oh wait it was "Daily Routine...". So if you're a regular visitor to my blog, please excuse all the name changing. If you're not cool with the changing of names... WELL THAT'S TOO BAD, DEAL WITH IT!! Hahhaha, just kidding... I love you, or do I?
>Happy May Day!!
Guess what yesterday was? My twix told me it was "30th of April"... Yehno from the Ataris song -- "Looking Back On Today". KeWL dOOdS.
>To all my friends [when "it" finally happens]:
As I lay here today
Apartment 108
I’ll always keep you in my heart. Anderson is cold tonight
The leaves are scattered on the ground.
I miss the seasons in the comfort of your smile.
Sometimes this song feels like a dream
I’m waiting for someone just to wake me up (wake me up) from this life.
As I look out on these fairgrounds
I remember how our family split apart.
I don’t think I ever told you
But I know you always did your best
And the hard times that only made us stronger.
As I sit here all alone
I wonder how I’m supposed to carry on
When you’re[edit: "I'm"] gone.
I’ll never be the same without you
I love you more than you will ever know.
So maybe now you finally know
Sometimes we’re helpless and alone
But you can’t let it keep you weighted down.
You must go on.
Do you ever feel like crying?
Do you ever feel like giving up?
I raise my hands up towards the sky
I say this prayer for you tonight Because nothing is impossible.
As I sit here all alone, I wonder how I’m supposed to carry on when you’re gone.
I’ll never be the same without you, I love you more than you will ever know.
So maybe now you finally know: sometimes we’re helpless and alone, but you can’t let it keep you weighted down.
You must go on.
The hardest part isn’t finding what we need to be, it’s being content with who we are.
